| Well it has been a very long time since I've updated. But it looks like I have no friends anyway. LOL But I'll still write because I have no life. HAHA Anyway... Sasha and I are talking now. I love it! I missed her so much. I know we have problems a lot but no matter what she is still my little sister. Aaron and I are wonderful as usual. But everyone knew that. Work sucks as always... But its money.... and life is awesome. I love it. I live with Jon and Shan now. Taylor moved in too. So it is very interesting right now. He sounds like a freak when he is messed up. LOL I get to work the 6 to 3 shift all next month because Paul has jury duty so we will see if I can wake up early enough. Well I am just blabbering so I will go. Talk to ya'll later. Meghan |
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| You know... I miss hanging out with you too.... But all this stuff that happens every time that we get close again, I can't do it anymore. I can't handle it. You will always be my sister. Blood or not. But so much happens. Then things change and we are in yet another battle over something dumb. I am hurt that you would tell me that no guy would ever come between us and then you go back on that. I dont understand. But you have made your decision. I also dont understand how you would say that Aaron and I are so perfect and the minute you and I fight he could do so much better than me. What did I ever do for you to say that. Not get along with you? He thinks of you as a sister like I think of Chad as a brother and that is why he doesnt want in the middle of our things. And he shouldnt be. He is a big boy and makes his own decisions. I am so done with it all... you and me. You know I would never do anything to intentionally hurt you. But we will never be the same way we were. And I hate to say that but it is true. I helped you that night because I care. Just like I tried to help you with everything every time you had a problem Even when your friends just used you and I tried to tell you. But again other people are more important. I know they are your friends and you care about them too. But to say that to me. About me and Aaron, you know how much I love him and I wouldnt tell you that Chad could do so much better just because you and I arent getting along. That is wrong. That is all I pretty much have to say for now. But I just cant do it anymore. I cant. It has happened so many times. Too many....... |
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| I don't care that he talks to her. I know he does. He tells me that he doesn't want to get in the drama. And that's fine with me. I don't expect him to. I'm not his keeper nor his mother I'm his girlfriend. I don't have to keep tabs on my boyfriend I trust him. Unlike people who freak out about people talking to the person I'm not even with. And haven't been with for months. Especially when they did NOTHING wrong. Wow.... TRY to start more drama. Won't work I love him and he loves me and nothing will change that.
Tomorrow is my B-DAY and I am so excited!!! We are going to have so much fun this weekend TJ. I can't wait. It shall be fun!
Love y'all!
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| PARTY NEXT WEEKEND!!! Whoo.... all weekend long! Labor day weekend and the weekend after my Bday! It will be so f*n awesome! Can't think of anything else to write! Meghan |
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| I feel so relieved that I am getting all the drama out of my life. A huge weight is lifted. I don't deal with any bs at work anymore and outside of work also. I just feel so much better. I am so happy that Hallie is back in my life. She is awesome.
Shan, you are my best friend and I know you will always be there for me no matter what. You rock!!! We have so much fun together.
Aaron I love you! You are the best guy in the world!!! * MUAH* |
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